yes this is the REAL miss singapore universe's autograph hor. all copyrights reserved dont rip it! so on wednesday they made us go for one whole day of assembly programme, on career. &jessica tan (miss singapore universe 2007) was the speaker for the last talk. she's really pretty :D but then like jolene said, not that pretty anymore after you stare at her for a while. not 耐看 enough luh, that's the word. but she is really pretty :D szekiat was practically drooling all over the place ok. (tanszekiat, no use denying :p)
&well, after listening to what i've to go through trying to achieve my dream, it doesnt seem that easy anymore ): really really have to work hard i guess. but i will do it! I WILL :D
today mrlim hosted a briefing for those interested in Humanities Programme. well it's not that i dont know the programme well enough already (since choonyen never stopped talking about it eversince like, she got into it), but im really not sure what i want.
mrlim said that he thinks i can make a fairly good HP student, which kind of really boosted my confidence :D people tell me that i can do it. that i possess what it takes to be a HP student. im glad that they believe in me but there's really not just about other people believing in you that decides your destiny, right? there's alot of things that im considering, and not sure about.
like how i heard that the people in HP are unfriendly, competitive, and really really scarily pro. i just cant picture myself surviving in that kind of environment luh.
im not anywhere near the kind you call a bookworm. not even a mugger. &HP requires alot of independent studying. which will practically kill me. in rv teachers force me to studying im not studying and you expect me to mug without anyone nagging at me? when i consulted bernard about it he went like, "independent study ar, you can forget it luh." see. D:
so when i told mrlim that i lack the self discipline, he said that i should let my passion for humanities take over.
erm.
yealuh, it's true that i have alot of interest for history, (note: history. not humanities.) but i wouldnt dare call it passion. and seriously if that's all i've to depend on to survive my two years in jc, i must well just go die. i just,
CANT. PICTURE. MYSELF. BEING. A. MUGGER.
sigh. but HP sounds so good that even i have all these concerns, hesitation still lingers ):
&mrlim was like, "well, if you want a lively and vibrant jc life, of course it's your choice." like DUH who dont want a 'lively and vibrant jc life' you tell me? maybe main stream arts is really the better choice for me but,
sigh. HP just simply sounds so good! D: D: D:
i really really dont know what to do!
advices desperately required. (especially from choonyen and calvin. i know yall are most probably going to give me biased opinions, but please dont luh im really really desperate D:)
