yes this is the REAL miss singapore universe's autograph hor. all copyrights reserved dont rip it! so on wednesday they made us go for one whole day of assembly programme, on career. &jessica tan (miss singapore universe 2007) was the speaker for the last talk. she's really pretty :D but then like jolene said, not that pretty anymore after you stare at her for a while. not 耐看 enough luh, that's the word. but she is really pretty :D szekiat was practically drooling all over the place ok. (tanszekiat, no use denying :p)
&well, after listening to what i've to go through trying to achieve my dream, it doesnt seem that easy anymore ): really really have to work hard i guess. but i will do it! I WILL :D
today mrlim hosted a briefing for those interested in Humanities Programme. well it's not that i dont know the programme well enough already (since choonyen never stopped talking about it eversince like, she got into it), but im really not sure what i want.
mrlim said that he thinks i can make a fairly good HP student, which kind of really boosted my confidence :D people tell me that i can do it. that i possess what it takes to be a HP student. im glad that they believe in me but there's really not just about other people believing in you that decides your destiny, right? there's alot of things that im considering, and not sure about.
like how i heard that the people in HP are unfriendly, competitive, and really really scarily pro. i just cant picture myself surviving in that kind of environment luh.
im not anywhere near the kind you call a bookworm. not even a mugger. &HP requires alot of independent studying. which will practically kill me. in rv teachers force me to studying im not studying and you expect me to mug without anyone nagging at me? when i consulted bernard about it he went like, "independent study ar, you can forget it luh." see. D:
so when i told mrlim that i lack the self discipline, he said that i should let my passion for humanities take over.
erm.
yealuh, it's true that i have alot of interest for history, (note: history. not humanities.) but i wouldnt dare call it passion. and seriously if that's all i've to depend on to survive my two years in jc, i must well just go die. i just,
CANT. PICTURE. MYSELF. BEING. A. MUGGER.
sigh. but HP sounds so good that even i have all these concerns, hesitation still lingers ):
&mrlim was like, "well, if you want a lively and vibrant jc life, of course it's your choice." like DUH who dont want a 'lively and vibrant jc life' you tell me? maybe main stream arts is really the better choice for me but,
sigh. HP just simply sounds so good! D: D: D:
i really really dont know what to do!
advices desperately required. (especially from choonyen and calvin. i know yall are most probably going to give me biased opinions, but please dont luh im really really desperate D:)
just when i thought you are already an end.
Friday, July 13, 2007
10:30 PM
harry potter5 with rene shibin jolene pearlyn kiat birdflu weishuen yisheng today! :D i can only say, to emily&eunice, YOUR LOST! it felt so so so like 2b today &we just totally went mad &it's like back to sec2 year! you know, with shibin's kuku actions &all. &irene was like, "ohmygod i've never seen jolene talking so excitedly before!" talking about the power of class love ;p it's the feeling that only 2b can bring. i feel so relax, so myself with 2b &we just do nothing but go psycho &enjoy ourselves :D :D
well &for the movie, i guess it all depends on who you watch with &also the atmosphere of the theater. yea luh and of course, how good is the movie luh. it's not that bad really, if you ask me, considering the fact that that book is SO THICK and the genius director squeezed it into a 2-hours-and-12-minutes show. just dont expect too much, then you wont be too disappointed(: shall not mention more, in case you're going to watch. (actually i bet all of you will go and watch, knowing that you'll not like it, but still go and watch it anyway. RIGHT. see i know you people so well :D)
this, is my poor arm after the STUUUUUPIIIIIDDDD PE LESSON. what did we do?
SOCCER.
like HELLO?! im a girl! &you expect me to be like those crazy botak people running after a stupid ball?! look at those mosquito bites lar ): now dengue alert leh! still ask us to go near grass &feed mosquito. stupid soccer.
I HATE SOCCER!!!! D: (&im not bimbo ok. doesnt mean i dont like soccer then im bimbo)
AND, for the last time, this bear does NOT look like bernard! it's not his fault that he has small eyes (like bernard) or skinny with long body (like bernard). at least it's cute ok (unlike bernard) &it's a present from shike. so stop hurting his feelings by saying that he looks like bernard! it does not! (for one thing, bernard is not half as tanned as him. AGREE?)
ok. that's all i've to say. for this week at least.
well, so far(:
Sunday, July 08, 2007
7:17 PM
im going to move soon!
this account seriously suck really hard to make any change to my blogskin. so if you realised that im not updating anymore, it means i've moved somewhere else already :D
love you people! :D
Friday, July 06, 2007
9:32 PM
I LOVE IRENE! :D :D :D she got this(arrows up) for birthday! ok so although it's like, SIX months late but irene you're forgiven because of your great great present :D :D jj's fifth album 西界! <3 it stands for '小西的世界' ok :D &that's what janice said, not me.
HE WROTE HIS ABLUM FOR ME! :D :D :D :D :D &the songs are so nice! 杀手is the nicest of them all. im obsessed with it :D lols ok. so many smiley faces. im high :D
LOVE YA IRENE! :D :D :D
this is my class normal scene. with linyi sleeping(the only one sleeping down there. should be easily spotted luh huh) and the rest(wangchen) giving bored faces :D so today, i was sabo-ed again. to go for the english speech competition. what's the problem with you all huh?! chinese speech competition also send me, english speech competition also send me. so i must go train my malay now right, just in case ._. or i just take mrt more often &tell everyone to 'stand behind the yellow line. thankyou.' :D fine luh fine luh. lame luh /:
emily's injured again ._. THAT OLD AHMA. you better take care luh you! you're another one, here pain there pain. 16 only you know. next time when you're 60 how? ._.
TODAY'S BIRTHDAY GIRL :D lols noluh she's not doing some obscene action. it's supposed to be 'yay' but the camera shook so there, it looks like she's pointing middle finger :D but then again, kaimin, you're not shunu enough for people to believe that also luh huh. so please go and reflect yourself :p
she was super malu today cos we made her STAND ON CANTEEN BENCH then we sang her birthday song. totally look like some AA sec2 :D i guess we sec4s also want to be AA sometimes. way of releasing stress(:
i really want to help, but i dont know how. i guess, the only thing i can do now, is to pray
