>if dreams were ever true

Friday, March 30, 2007

8:40 PM

im like 'illegally' online cos im still officially banned to use the com (by mum) but now they're all out heh. a teenager doesnt fit to be one if he/she doesnt break rules right? :D :D

ok i mean, im a perfectly normal teenager. that's why im here(:

has been a busy week.
i realise that we have more and more things to do as sec4s that almost everyday i reach home after 6pm. this hasnt been happening in a LONG LONG time eversince i step down as sc luh. i thought sec4s are supposed to have more spare time for revision? /:

it's ok if we're using the time for like, remedials you know.
but we're using them for stuff like the PHONETICS CLASS. with a lady blabbering in front of the lecture theater with the whole hall of students talking/dozing off/doing maths/reading bio/cursing ~~and smsing~~. and whenever we get noisy she screams at us. comon luh we both know that your lesson isnt like, very useful &we've already done the paying part so just let us off &do some constructive things can. i dont understand the purpose of this except the part that we're given ONE BLOODY POINT under the 'enrichment' category of the LEAPS system. like YEA I FEEL SO ENRICHED.

hai my studies are bad bad bad. just screwed the recent amaths test - just as i thought that i left desmon a good impression ):
and for the bio test that was just over, i realised that i mistook corm for bulb and got everything wrong. and all the rest were also like bzz.

serene stomped out of our class for the 4th time this monday.
so altogether she walked out of 2 ss classes and 2 history classes. AND WE'RE LIKE NOT EVEN DONE WITH WW2 YET NOW.
and she wants to finish end of communism by this week (which is today) but obviously cant! even if she's god and can teach that miraculously fast, we are still normal human beings and we cant absorb at the same rate ._.
i so miss the history lessons with mrlim luh D: D: D:
&4F got HISTROY REMEDIAL ON THURSDAY YOU KNOW! i almost wanted to go crash their lesson but hongjie said there're just exactly the number of seats as the number of students in the class /:
so nice of you, hongjie.

i think im an official mugger now lor.
can you believe that i just typed a whole junk of words all about schoolwork?! what a no-lifer.
but then again what can you expect from a kelian person with no phone&no computer? of course no life luuuuuh ):

stop asking me why i didnt reply your smses you assholes!
ROAR!

Sunday, March 25, 2007

8:33 PM

phone confiscated.
ON CALVIN CHIA'S BIRTHDAY.
he shouldnt be born luuuuuh ):

ok. musnt be so bad.
&banned from com too.
will be a no-lifer from now D:

seeya people around.

i miss ..

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

11:25 PM

MINOTAUR -we're champions in our hearts(:
so we didnt make it as the champion house,
but we totally deserved it than anyone else. totally(:
first time in my life i truly realise what it really really means by 'the winning is not as important as the process'.
nevertheless i was disappointed that we lost, only by 8points, but i was not that disappointed after all because we've put in all the effort that we could &in my heart, we are the true champion(:
i would like to thank a whole lot of people for making it possible.
first and most of all, ms cheang. for being such an enthusiastic house mistress&encouraging and supporting us all the way.
and all our teachers in charge, mr ong, mrs phua, mrs chak, mr oh, mr tan, mr lim, ms zeng, etc etc. for all their efforts too. helping us buy clappers and pompoms, doing the mascot with us. for everything you've done. im really really glad that you're our house teachers(:
&of course mr angjunkai! :D for being such a patient&japalang fellow captain :D :D i think without him we really 'finish egg' luh. (emily's language >.) really really glad that i've got you as my partner junkai! :D
not forgetting all our helpers, edmund, fangyuan, ziyi, yisheng, chuanmin, qiaowei, sebastian, emily, xinyue, valerie, shirleen, irene, szekiat, &all those who played a part in leading mino to success(:
&most importantly, everyone in minotaur. for all the cheering and roaring that we did together, for the one last cheer 'we will win the war', in sorrow or in joy. i heard that someone cried when he/she knew that we were not the champion house, after so much effort, so much spirit&enthusiasm. but it's okay. like i've been saying all these while, we deserve to be champions. we know it and they know it. we're champions in our hearts(:
4years of my rv life. i've never been more proud of my minotaur(:

now really worried for guan&choonyen.
jiayou jiayou! will be praying for you people(:

geking jolene is fun :D :D :D
especially together with ALL the other pple in the world.
seela jolene. last time always gek pple. now kena karma luh xD

Saturday, March 03, 2007

10:14 PM

finally finished all the mascot stuff. *wipes sweat-
im counting down to the cross country! then after that it'll be none of my business already :D
whole loads of thanks to valerie&shirleen today(:
and of course xinyue :D and our very cute sec one basketballer 'hand stand' lol. so bad :p he looks like he's in com club or mindsports luh. and he's in basketball :D &he said bernard is tall. like who doesnt know that z.

went to daiso after that with irene&kiat. &shopped for random yellow stuff. then we (me) decided to be cheapo and hopped onto the free shuttle bus to boonlay and went to jurong point&looked for poster spray paint. only didnt manage to find any.
then went to sit around and talk.
and those two PIGS totally held an interrogation session to question me about my 'wide web of satellite information' -.-
only because they're noobs whom noone tells gossips to.
ok i have the feeling that tanszekiat will spam me for that but i feel obliged to tell the truth :p
so they were totally questioning and scolding me for knowing gossips when they didnt. lame shit hor those two ._.
in the end i was forced to tell about, 20% of my knowledge of the people that they wanted to know about? oops ok no. 100%. (in case they read this)
100% ok! xD

after going out with them i suddenly feel really really grateful for my friends. those in 2b, in social, even np. that after years they stay by me&we constantly update each other on our lives(: im really really grateful for that.
personally i dont think that im someone who treasures people tremendously, cos it's not too difficult for me to make new friends. but somehow these people make me realise that i cannot do without them, and that i just have to keep going back to them, no matter how far we are from each other, physically.
&that after so long, the fact that you guys are my really really good friends, who confide in me, whom i can trust&confide in, who are always there(: and i realise that you're my most precious treasures for all my 17years of life.
fine i just feel mushy today ok >.
but anyway. im really really grateful for you guys. irene shibin emily qimin jolene yitong szekiat fongyee janice bernard guansen choonyen calvin ivan qiaowen xinyue(:
that thankyou guys for being my friends, hopefully for all my life<3

Friday, March 02, 2007

9:18 PM

i dont want to be a house captain D: D:

especially ms cheang's house captain. she's too on to be a house mistress luh. she should be a house captain instead ._.

&that stupid irenechu is nice enough to tell me, "finally you did something for the house after 4years in mino huh". whatever!

tmr have to go to school and do the stupid mascot again D:

&i'll probably be a loner cos noone else wants to go. which is understandable. because if im not the house captain i also dont want to go /:

ohwell. it's just afew days more. after cross country run im not going to care about stupid house matters anymore. NO THANKYOU I WONT CARE ABOUT SPORTS DAY. whether it's in august or in october.

wednesday was a fruitful day. was complaining &complaining &complaining. super shuang :D complaining makes me happy :D :D

ok that's unhealthy >.

monday went for learning journey with fong&4E&4F. qwen was such a meanie pok she went to laugh at shihui! pple so kelian already she still laugh until lidat. shihui i think you should seriously consider to disown her xp

japanese are sickening people. maybe i'll get flagged for this but whatever. they are sick. they use all sorts of ways to torture people &they're truly truly disgusting can. comparing the nazis to them i think the nazis can be described as angelic already. i hate japanese!

&we went to zilian&took loads of act cute pictures in the bus :D

you can have one here:

super act cute right. fongyeeho will probably kill me for posting this cos she looks horribly act cute ahahaha :D :D im the champion :D

and me&qiaowen finally have a nicer picture together lol.

if you saw the valentine's card she gave me you'll know what i mean >.

papers are coming back one by one D:
i failed bio again. 23.5/50. spelt 'lactobacillus' as 'lactobacollus' and puff! one mark gone. but someone made a very good point by saying that maybe it's good that i got it wrong because if i got right i would have scored a 24.5/50, which will be even more pekcek. well, true /:
&i failed english compre thankyou. this is the first time i fail english in the whole of my secondary school life ._.
22/50. and the stupid thing is that i got 22 as well for my compo. only it's upon 30, not 50 :X
therefore my overall will be a pathetic C5, if the percentage is 50-50.
AND I GOT A2 FOR CHINESE AGAIN! D: D:
whatthehell! my chinese is deproving like shit luh kanasai. ok i vow to learn chinese better and read alot alot alot of chinese from now on. if i get a B for hcl in O's i'll cry ):
and my ssgeog is CSIX. can you believe this? it's a humans subject and it's my second lowest subject (other than bio. but then again, bio is pathetic. so it doesnt count)! i got a ONE upon EIGHT for my ss assignment. thanks to msteo. who dislike our class so much that she refuses to teach us ._.
the rest are so-so. A1 for maths&amaths. B3 for history. C5 for physics.
so my L1R5 with cl2 would be 16. without cl2 it would be a pathetic 17 D:
how to go to hwachong like that?! D: D: D:

ok enough ramblings about results.
alex and cher-e's birthday was on 28feb.
happy belated birthday alex&cher-e! :D
2Aohfive bought cher-e this balloon which entertained our class tremendously :D geraldine was pulling it towards the air-con then let it go, testing how far the air from the air-con can blow it to -.-
&yes alex i know im smart :D

life's boring nowadays. study study study. desmonlim was super pleased with me cos i finished all his work :X
like im super geek recently can. thanks to cheehao. he's a geek with spiky hair. who still bullys me ._.
and that seahjunhao is unforgivable for writing my name on the soccer ball which he stole from duno where&kicking it around the class. still dare to ask me whether i want to play soccer anot! roar.
and jingjie says 'roar' whenever he sees me now -.-

arh! sec four life is crazy.
i miss the days with guansen bernard choonyen wanling calvin ):