i worry for social. alot alot alot. seeing the juniors not knowing/not taking the initiative to do anything without the supervision of fongyee/other seniors kind of scares me. i mean, when i was back in sec2/3, although i do stare helplessly at my seniors sometimes, i dont do that all the time. it's really bad luh. like i said today, what if, just if, on some big event and both fongyee&qinhui are not there? i think they'll just panick and dont know what to do. and maybe get someone like ivan/jingjie to take over /: ok maybe im thinking too much again. i just dont see the sense of ownership in them. they're always waiting for somebody else to do something, say something. that's why i really like the way chikan shares his opinions. whether they are constructive is not the point. the point is that he takes the initiative to say something. hai i really worry for them luh. i mean, yes, they do seem to mix well and talk to each other and stuff, and i also know that they've made some good friends in social. but that's not all what social is about. we teach them to organise events. we teach them to share their opinions and take initiatives to do thing. we teach them to think. we teach them to become leaders. i really hope to see some sparks in social. and i believe in them. jiayou social! you can make it!(:
anyway today's rehearsal was alright luh. tanhuizhen was cranky nevertheless. cos me&ber were there and talk talk talk. and didnt 'protect fongyee's authority'. she was like ,"yall have to let her talk!" then she chased us away and she herself went to talk to them -.- i thought fongyee's supposed to do the talking? whatever man. old&unmarried women are like that. and bernardlip was especially enthu today. it's so not yourself can bernard! he was at the backstage and nagging&murmuring at everything zz! im not even exaggerating! when i say everything, it's literally everything. &i was just standing there shaking my head pitying the juniors who are listening to him. and feel fortunate for those on the other side that they dont have to listen to him xD ok la but what he said was mostly right. (except for the his-hair-is-so-ugly part. that's supposed to be part of the skit you picky oldman!) &they need someone to nag them luh. &of course he didnt waste the chance to bully me. as usual ._.
hai im just so tired recently. i dont know why. &now im feeling all confused&guilty&angry at myself. shall not elaborate /:
blogger is screwed again. the post's like not showing luh&you've to press on the archives to see it. what kind of service website is this?! someone please sue it when you're free. i'll sponsor your court fees.
