MR LIM IS NOT TEACHING ME HISTORY ANYMORE D: D: D: i hate 4F&4J now cos they took away my favourite teacher D: whatever.
watched deathnote2 today(: it's really nice luh. alot of twists. i thought raito won la, for that moment. but he died in the end. some parts of the movie make me feel like, he's right in certain sense. raito i mean. i duno leh, i mean it's right for the criminals to get punished right as long as they're not wronged. but the way they kill innocent people made me think so lowly of them. it's like in the end they're still killing people for their own selfish purposes. &this world cannot be 'ruled' by someone with that power to destroy. it'll be, like what raito himself said, 'a god of the new world.' now i know why human beings cannot be god no matter how sensible we are or how hard we try to reach that status. because deep deep inside us we're still ugly and we cannot change that. but L died in the end D: D: D: he's so cute lor! how can he die D:
&i got a super bad gastric attack half way through the movie! ber gave me a gigantic gastric tablet&i was stupid enough to SWALLOW IT. ALMOST CHOKED ME TO DEATH LA CAN. &it didnt help much either cos i swallowed it without chewing then the medicine couldnt dissolve i think /: it was bloody pain la. i hate stomaches!
for you: it really hurts me to see you in that much of pain&i cant do anything much for you. anything at all. i guess i've said so much that i cant think of anything else to say anymore. all i hope is that you'll walk out of this quickly, and never walk into another something like this ever again. maybe it's really time to let it go.
