i was just bored and decided to do some research on 'phobias'. and was shocked to see the existence of so many millions and billions kinds of phobias. and also, that i have so many of them.
achluophobia- fear of darkness. agliophobia- fear of pain. (that's why it took me so long to decide whether or not to pierce my ears >. ) asthenophobia- fear of fainting or weakness. (as i always do /: ) astrapophobia- fear of thunder and lightning. athazagoraphobia- fear of being forgotton or ignored. atychiphobia- fear of failure. cacophobia- fear of ugliness. (both my own ugliness and other people's ugliness xD) cheimatophobia- fear of cold. cleisiophobia- fear of being locked in an enclosed place. dystychiphobia- fear of accidents. (this is serious. when i heard about the sec4 guy who got into accident last year i was madly smsing all my sec4 male seniors to make sure they're not dead. even IMAGINED bernard lying in the hospital bed with calvin sobbing beside him >. ok luh i think too much. but i really went to the extent of thinking this much can.) ecophobia- fear of home. (sometimes, yes. dont know if anyone can ever understand.) entomophobia- fear of insects. (IF YOU COME TO ME WITH AN INSECT (IN ANY FORM-DEAD OR ALIVE) YOU WILL BE DEAD.) gerascophobia- fear of growing old. (D:) hematophobia- fear of blood. (yea i cannot be a doctor /: ) hypegiaphobia- fear of responsibility. lockiophobia- fear of childbirth. (because my mummy says giving birth to me was very very very painful. i think i must talk to my boyfriend before we get married next time. if he insist that i must give birth to children (especially something like A FOOTBALL TEAM- like alot guys always like to say) i'll break up with him even despite the fact that we already bought a house or something. ok fine i think too much again /: ) metathesiophobia- fear of changes. ophthalmophobia- fear of being stared at. (and therefore fear of ___ and ___ ) philophobia- fear of falling in love or being in love. pocrescophobia- fear of gaining weight.
the list above consist of 20 of them. excluding somemore phobias that i have which dont have a specific/scientific name yet. fear of being rejected. fear of feeling lost. fear of losing motivation. fear of laziness. fear of disappointing someone. and the list will never end.
so i pray that one day i overcome all these fears. even if that one day doesnt come, someone would be around to make me more brave. that im not alone to face all of them. that you will be around to cheer me on.
