Saturday, December 30, 2006
9:45 PM
when we were out yesterday choonyen was writing her spastic resolutions for 2007 &asking us to write too lol.
well as a nice junior i shall LISTEN TO HER :D :D
aye choonyen this's rare ok :D
hm okla. actually i really do want to look back at 2006 &review it properly then start 2007 with a good new attitude.
2006 is a year that made me grow up.
in the beginning of the year i lost 2B. stepping into a new class was never an easy task. especially when i was the only 2B in 3D, switching to an environment that's totally unfamiliar and uncomfortable, from somewhere that i can stretch my hand out and grab anyone and find him/her a good friend to a place where there's full of strangers. i took a long, long time to adapt. even till now. and it still bugs me when i see other 2B-ians adapting so well into their new classes that as if they can live as per normal even without 2B. i know it isn't healthy to think this way, but i cant help it. it's like, when i go crazy, there's noone to go crazy with me anymore. when i make a comment that everyone used to understand, noone is there to understand anymore. when i laugh, noone was laughing with me anymore. even when i kaobei teachers, noone was there to do it together with me anymore.
a few months later i lost someone very, very special. and that made me realise that nothing lasts forever and that noone would be there for you forever. that you should never depend so much on someone alone. because when he/she is gone, you'll be so badly torn that you may totally lose yourself.
a few more months later i lost social. it was like the biggest, and hardest joke life had ever played on me. at first i didnt even know how to react so i just had to laugh and joke and smile like nothing's wrong. then i became very, very depressed. i began to realise that i lost even more motivation. what was i in school for? when everyone's planning teacher's day/grad night, what was i supposed to do? when all my good friends were in sc camp laughing away, what was i doing? when 28th social goes out and have their stemboat, where was i? i didn't know. i was isolated from them eversince then. though not intentionally but it cant be helped. truths are this harsh, as always.
then it was sec4s gone, and i must learn to go on on my own.
and then something more crammed up. well.
but after all these sad, sad things i learned to grow up. i learned to not shout at people the moment i feel like it. learned to not get provoked so easily and throw my temper around. learned to hide my feelings by putting on a fake but assuring smile.
learned that, sometimes it's ok to be alone.
the year ahead is so uncertain and i foresee it filled with hardship&boredom.
it's O'levels.
it means more alone, more isolated, more sad than ever.
but yea, im ready .
hai. cant stand myself being so depressed sometimes but /:
now i understand why alex is forever brooding lol.
well at least i know that when im brooding i have alex who's brooding even more together with me :D
anyway,
resolutions for year 2007:
1. get 6 for L1R5. for both prelims and the actual thing. AND GET INTO HC ARTS.
2. finish reading the Bible(:
3. NOT TO SLEEP IN CLASS.
4. be nice to people that i hate. even if it's YANWEN.
5. stop swearing so much, even if it's blogging(ok so all the more i shouldnt swear in my blog right /:)
6. not to copy homework unless very necessary .
7. finish all homework &ON TIME.
8. not to guailan teachers. (if impossible, refer to point4)
9. save money for new phone(:
10. talk to my family more and not to get irritated with my sister so easily.
11. STOP SMSING SO MUCH.
12. be nice to bernard and try very very hard not to AP/shout at him no matter how qianda he is. (if impossible, refer to point4 again)
ok i think that's enough.
im not going to write something like 'not to suan fongyee/irene' because it's not going to happen so shouldnt give them hope at all right(:
well this doesnt mean bernard you can be hopeful. it's just that i resolute to be a more patient girl next year :p
basically, i want to turn myself into a nerd/geek next year. so that i dunid to go make friends with them when it's near exams or when i need to copy homework or something.
AND I AM SERIOUS ABOUT GETTING INTO HC ARTS.
ok xiaoxi, you're going to be a hardworking girl next year.
so,
reluctantly,
2007 here i come! :D
Friday, December 29, 2006
9:55 PM
how i wish that things would be as easy as you think they are.
how i wish that i am the one with all the wrong, so that i can tell myself to change and not you.
how i wish that we can start anew.
but wishes are only beautiful.
and truths are so harsh and beat people down to the bottoms of hell.
im so tired that all i want to say is sorry.
Thursday, December 28, 2006
1:07 PM
im back! :D
this trip is different from any other kind of trips you could ever have.
its, well, i guess it's kind of hard to describe with words,
but it's like, empowered by God.
seriously.
it's just very very meaningful(:
anyway.
I KNOW YOU PEOPLE MISSED ME MUAHAHAHA.
hahas first of all merry late late late christmas to all!
&thanks for the FAITHFUL tags to make this place more alive :p
i brought back souvenirs lo.
hai now it's time to catch up on my UNTOUCHED HOMEWORK.
i have like 5bloody days to finish my 2-month-holiday homework.
&i've to go to SCHOOL later to TAKE BACK MY PENCILBOX so that i can do homework /: /: /:
GROSS TO THE MAX CAN.
&i wanna go make up christmas shopping&watch so many movies that i'll die :D
ahaha. DEATH NOTE2! :D
Sunday, December 17, 2006
9:28 PM
i so miss my nila utama&i wanna go back so bad D: D: D:
please go click on my archives to read the longlong post on my OBS camp if not i write so long nobody read then i want to cry liao/:
tmr going off to thailand
dont miss me people
i know you will la
but try to not miss me SO BAD
i'll feel bad you know (x
hahaha okla. will TRY to bring back souvenirs :D :D
jolene you shall have your yellow boots alright :p
&BERNARD SUCKS HMPH.
Friday, December 15, 2006
7:48 PM
my loved nila utama!(:
BACK FROM OBS!
but it's so fun that i dont want to come back alr >.
day one
arrived at OBS camp2 at about 10am and listened to briefing &split into different watches.
i guess it was just warming up &everyone's kind of quiet. and i actually thought that we'll be one dull watch. BUT HOW WRONG I WAS! :D :D
i love my nila utama! :D :D :D
shuyan huiping yanling xiaoxi eunice cynthia efasha hafiz harry benson kokleong kuangkai aloysius kumar yongsheng yangjin, and of course vivian and LJ, our dearest instructors!<3
anyway, the first dat was basically taking out all the stuff and getting them checked/cleaned.
supposed to have belay school in the afternoon but it rained so we just sat in a corner and did admin stuff and talked. but everyone was like so quite that i thought we would be boring >.
but it turned out totally the other way round! :D :D
ok first day nothing much to talk about. skip to day two(:
day two
woke up super early and went kayaking practise. &i realise that i've got seasick. kokleong kayak with me then he abit the cham la huh :D
but the other instructor, LJ, was like super fatherly and keep coming to try to heal me though im like, not very teachable cos when he told me to look at stationary objects at distance i refused :p but he was fatherly! :D remind me of mrdesmondlim! :D :D
when washing the kayaks it was when we began to get closer cos EVERYONE STARTED TO SUAN ME ABOUT HAVING SEASICK ZZ.
I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY I GO EVERYWHERE ALSO TIO SUAN LO! /:
&because of this COMMON TOPIC everyone got alot more bonded zz.
then we started packing the super heavy backpack and went tracking. it's really really really damn heavy la. when i stood up i almost pomp backwards >.
and imagine TRACKING with that!
when we almost reached it poured and we all stopped at a thai temple to take shelter. then i told junhong's kiwi joke lol.
then everyone suan me again /:
like comon people, i was trying to entertain you! that stupid kuangkai shake his head everytime i talk la can zz. he said im super dramatic >.
WHERE GOT DRAMATIC!
and cooking in the dark was fun :D just that 4pigs -namely eunice harry benson cynthia, went to hog all the canned food then everyone else were complaining lol. and harry snatched my maggie mee rah.
no toilets in the wild. then kokleong woke up in the middle of the night to shit lol. wahaha someone too paiseh to tell everyone that he's going to polute the precious mother earth huh :D :D
day three
woke up early and didnt brush teeth >. cos no mirror tap :D
hiked abit further to a lake and listened to vivian about building raft.
well in the beginning it was abit messy and slacky so we didnt manage to finish within the time limit. but we succeeded in the end(: well ok. at least the raft didnt fall apart in the water :p
quarry jump was fun& the water was super clean and nice compared to seawater. everyone was like 'can we swim can we swim?' heh.
while waiting for everyone to get up onto the raft they suan me about seasick again. one seasick got so much to say huh -.-
tracked to camp1 for climbing.
it rained half way down the hike and we didnt have place to take shelter so had to track woth ponchos on. all i can say is, what an experience! super heavy backpack plus wet clothes plus poncho plus rain!
finally reached camp one, dumped our bags on the first patch of grass that we saw lol. and it's literally DUMP :D
rock climbing was tiring but fun :D i belayed the super skinny aloysius! then benson belayed me and i was, um, struggling to get up so we cheated and he ask me to just relax then he and harry PULL THE ROPE AND PULLED ME UP TO THE TOP! :D it felt like i was flying :D so they were like more tired than me when it's me who did the climbing lol.
then it was our first proper dinner in the first 2days! all the guys took super alot of rice lol. benson was like calling the uncle 'GORGOR' just to get more dishes luh that glutton! and yangjin's plate was A MOUNTAIN cos he was the last person in line and the uncle gave him really alot of food. then benson was like 'wah if i knew i would have stood behind then dunid call him gorgor' LOL.
after dinner it was supposed to be bath time but all of us were super lazy to go wash up so we all decided to be smelly save time and just do powder bath :D
but LJ refused to brief us about the next day's sea expedition cos he say we very stinky he dowan to smell us. so we got no choice but to waste the powder &go bath. nyeh.
me and kokleong were the day ICs for day four. which means we became the sea expedition leaders. AND IM SEASICK.
so you can imagine what that bunch of meanasses did.
two watches were supposed to go kayaking together, us and the watch chengho. and while LJ asked the leaders to stand up and do self intro, before i could say anything the whole lot of them went 'SEASICK! SEASICK!' zz la seasick also need to advertise! now good already la the other watch also know im seasick and ALSO START TO SUAN ME.
like, WHATTHEHELL?!
DEAR GOD, WHAT WRONG DID I DO?! HOW COME I GO EVERYWHERE ALSO TIO SUAN BY THE WHOLE WORLD?!
ok continue. the sea ex leaders for chengho are sebas and yanru.
yanru is this super funny girl who got alot alot of comments for everything lol. and sebas is shuai! :D but he very few words la everything we say he also 'anything la anything la' like a very got opinion. and he got like one million mosquito bites on every leg LOL. he said it's ALL FROM THE CAMP, which was only THREE DAYS so far la. so i was like 'u know why ur leg so many bites? cos you're very black.' and made him dudiao. but really la he's damn black even worse than guansen can. and according to jianhui, he refuse to put insect repellent while the whole group put. YOU SEE THE POINT? if you're the mosquito, and everyone put things that piss you off, only one person never put, who will you go to? serves him right that he got so many bites la huh.
anyway. the four of us were supposed to plan for the journey the next day when everyone else went to sleep. yanru was like, 'tmr i kong the pot at 5am and wake them up' lol. and we talked cock discussed for one hour, until birin, the instructor for chengho, came to chase us to sleep.
in the middle of the night it stormed again. so vivian and birin came to chase us to the hall from our tents, afraid that our low qulity tents will become swimming pools lol.
in the middle of the night, i think about 3am, huiping suddenly (REALLY suddenly) sat up and went, 'aye people wake up.' so shuyan, who was beside me, sat up. then i woke up also, worried that we'll be late for the sea ex. then i was like 'what's the time now?' and huiping went 'hurry up get up.' so i asked the second time 'what's the time now?' then she 'hurry up hurry up!' then i was like pissed already and went 'WHAT'S THE TIME NOW?' then guess what she did? she said 'ok i think we should go back to sleep now.'
LIKE A WHAT THE HEEEEELL?! i totally went stunned luh can. tried so hard not to go over and punch her before i lie down again >.
&the next morning she said she COULDNT REMEMBER THAT SHE DID THAT. win already luh! sleeptalk until lidat luh huh >.
day four
sea ex day! which is kayaking around the pulau ubin island(:
sebas shouted at everyone to get up at about 510am. very amazing of him since he rarely opens his golden mouth :D i think it's also cos yanru didnt wake up on time to kong the pot la lol.
we were later than according to plan, set off at 9am instead of 8. me and kokleong being the navigators (the lead kayak) were very worried that we wont be on time to catch the right tide. then we chiong until siao :D later sebas told me that they were super pekcek doing the sweeper (the last kayak that's supposed to keep everyone together) cos we were so fast lol. and yanru screamed at everyone to quickly kayak until her voice was all gone >.
later i realise that they couldnt catch up cos i mistook eunice&harry's kayak to be yanru&sebas's kayak. cos yanru and eunice came from the same school and DECIDED TO WEAR THE SAME CLOTHES FOR EACH INDIVITUAL DAY. super lame luh can. and on that day they were wearing this very bright long-sleeved green shirt. so when i looked back and search for yanru&sebas's kayak (which is supposed to be the last kayak) and see eunice then think that the sweeper's not not very far back, and kayak even faster lol.
so later at the end of the trip when we were asked to share our thoughts as sea ex leaders sebas went 'very frustrating.' :D :D
because of me&kokleong's kancheong-ness, we completed more than three quater of the journey by 1pm lol.
then we beached up for lunch. and got caught in another storm.
so the 32 stinky and wet people from nila utama&chengho, plus our four instructors all squeezed into a super small sheltered place lol. and jianhui that glutton from chengho kept eating raisins -.- can you believe him?! we all squeeze until want to die already he still down there 'pass me the raisins pass me the raisins!' where got space to pass luh! >. and the girls were talking about how black sebas is. &i tried convincing them that he's not a chinese LOL. then he just gave the 'yea yea yea' face (like guansen! why all the black face people got same face :D) and cynthia almost believed! :D :D
when the rain became drizzles we continued our journey.
sebas theyall became the navigators and me&kokleong sweepers. because it was raining and we had plenty of time, we went slower and slacked quite abit. we were very happy being the sweepers (unlike sebas :D) cos keep talking cock with the slow pigs behind. jianhui keep coming to us and sing duno what stupid song la -.- sing until so nanting somemore :p
but we were one hour earlier than the planned timing.
when i shared about my thougts as the sea ex leader everyone (including chengho people) suan me again. like excuse me? i tried very hard to kayak already lo, considering the fact that im seasick >. what a bunch of meanasses! even sebastian this kind of forever dont talk also come and suan me zz.
then we cleaned up, ate dinner, and tracked back to camp2.
at night everyone were exchanging contacts like mad. but our paper all wet la very hard to write >. kumar's email damn funny it's something like mrfantasticF4 or something lidat lol. and benson's number is damn easy to remember so we all were shouting it so loud to everybody in the camp i think all the other watches also know his number liao. even jianhui, who came to eat with us the next day, remembered his number the first time we told him. see la this's the bad thing of having a so-easily-remembered number :D :D
day five
woke up, cleaned up and nothing much. joked for the last bit and then suddenly felt like i didnt want to go home anymore though the campsite's so wet and we had to sleep in swimming pools /:
i really really miss everyone of them.
we joked for the last few hours then it was time to step into the boat and say goodbye to pulau ubin ):
but of course, noone forgot to suan me about my seasickness for the last time when we were on board -.-
me eunice cynthia harry benson aloysius huiping and jianhui jerome jiawei from chengho went to hougang mall to eat. then benson &harry were felt cheated by KFC's ultimate chicken meal cos it's SO SMALL. lol so listen up people, dont go and eat KFC's ultimate chicken meal! especially when u're hungry :D :D
went home and stinked up the whole train &blocked everyone's way with our bags :D :D
&jianhui was singing again zz.
i miss them already ):
i miss shuyan huiping eunice cynthia harry benson kuangkai yanling yangjin hafiz aloysius kumar efasha and even yanru sebas jianhui D:
I WANT TO GO BACK! D: D:
but it's really really a life changing experience. really really dont regret going this camp. it's the best camp i've ever gone to(:
OBS ROCKS :D
for you.
i've been thinking.
and like i said, im still in a mess but,
one thing im very very sure is
i cannot bear to let go of what we had and what we have, and what we will have.
i simply cant.
Friday, December 08, 2006
7:05 PM
in a total mess now.
out problem didn't begin recently.
a year ago, i wrote on my blog:
"i dont know since when, we seem to draw apart from each other
well, to be specific, not 'seem', it's for real
we no longer have heart-to-heart talks like last time,
and i never know what u're thinking anymore
when i know something about u, it's not from u, but most of the time from some strangers
at the very start, when we didnt contact so often anymore i thought it was okie.
i thought that our friendship would last like that forever because i thought we had the mo4 qi4 for each other
that we would noe each other's heart without the communication
and then after a while when i see u going out with others so often and i realised that when's the last time we go out?
suddenly i felt so insecure.
insecure about us, our friendship
we had gone so far together so many things,
we went through together
i know u, and u know me, and deep inside i know u're a special part in my heart that nobody else can ever replace
yes. nobody else.
dont doubt it.
so i decided to do something i smsed u,
told u how i felt about our friendship
told u that i started to feel insecure about our frenship and that we should have another of those heart-to-heart talk that we used to always have
and then, unlike what i expected, u did not reply
it was the most disappointing thing i ever experienced in my life
i waited for ur reply for more than 24hours
and i waited
and waited.
nothing came
i cried and i thought that u didnt care anymore
i was angry.
yes i was.
and upset.
very, very, very upset
in school when i saw u,
when i saw that u still talk and smile to me like nothing had happened i felt like giving up
and i admit that, for a period of time, i reali did i didnt care about u anymore
didnt call u, sms u, tell u anything about my life
and u didnt even realise did u?
maybe u only realise when u come to read this
that is, if u bother and come to read it
and then u'll be shocked that i felt like this
but like i already said, u dont know how much i treasure this friendship
or rather, i dont think u know
so then i start to be closer to fong
and spent more time with her
its not a mistake bcos she's a nice friend
and she's close to my heart
one of my bestest friends
but she never replaces u
because u are u
and u are special
nobody can replace u
...
what's important is that u're still,
and will forever be important to me
i reali wish u'll be back
to that place where u began
where we began together
for any matter
whether u care or not
i will still be here for u
that is, if u still need me to be here
because i miss u alot
alot alot
and i hope that what i pray do come true
that u'll live happily ever after
whether or not i am in that picture"
and i look at us now.
i realise, im not that firm anymore.
im sorry, but yea, im not firm, not sure anymore.
i dont know how to decide.
i dont have the confidence in myself that i'll put in my all to repair what we have because,
after all these things, after all these disappointments and tears and disputs,
im so utterly drenched.
i am so, so tired to go on.
but i really really want it back.
trust me that i really want what we had back,
that is, if it still can be that complete picture.
today bernard told me that the decision is with me and that even if it wouldnt go back to how we were like before, it would be better that just being acquaintance.
but that's not what i want.
because that's not what i remembered, though it's been a long time since i last remember us being the 'us' that i remember.
but i really, really dont have the confidence that we would,
like what everyone told me, go back to where we began.
i dont.
i know that you care.
but sometimes it's not the matter with that anymore.
tears will come to a stop when you're too tired from crying.
and i am, tired. from all those crying.
cramming up the bed and crying to 2am, that's not what i want anymore.
im so, so tired of this kind of life.
thank you for caring.
thank you for all that you've given me, all the happy times that we had together.
and thankyou so much, for treasuring me so much.
im in such a mess.
i dont know what to do.
and no matter what the outcome will be,
just like what i said a year ago,
that i hope you'll live happily ever after,
whether or not i am in that picture.
edit/
hai that was emo i forgot to blog about the rest.
yesterday went splurging.
and it's literally SPLURGE you know.
my 100bucks gone. for 2shirts and a skirt and a pair of slippers.
and pastamania.
and i almost went shopping ALONE if not for fong&emily DOING HOMEWORK at marina square /:
but seriously, it was just walking around to san4xin1.
i was really really on the urge of exploding yesterday, because of, something.
and at night met calvin for dinner.
AND HE TOLD ME I HAVE TO GO PHONELESS AGAIN D: D:
ok nevermind.
but because of the splurging and eating yesterday, i felt better.
thanks fong&emi&cal(:
well today went to do homework listen to bernard nag because I DIDNT HAVE PEN.
can you imagine that we went to STUDY AND DIDNT HAVE STATIONATRIES?!
i still want to scream at him thinking about it now /:
but ok la, he's nice to teach me physics, considering that i nearly FAILED PHYSICS AGAIN. and he was so tried from all that talking that he fell asleep in eileen's house later on lol.
and eileen asked me "is teaching you that tiring?"
WHAT THE?! >.
yea so after physics session jan came and we talked,
and then went to eileen's house to BAKE CAKE AND COOKIES.
i went cos i had nowhere else to go and it felt kind of weird /:
well actually i didnt do anything much la just watched lilo&stitch2 and nanny macphee.
and eat cake and cookies of course :D
alex and sarah and aubrey and melanie and xinyi were there too.
lol random&weird mix of people.
but anyway, really have to thank eileen for keeping me for the afternoon or i'll have to stay at home and coldwar with my mum /:
&oh, i have go phoneless again D:
OBS NEXT WEEK! :D
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
10:07 AM
relationships are fragile and violatile indeed.
stop trying to guess me with your childish thinking.
leave me alone.
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
9:48 PM
i have enough of you .
maybe it's my own problem that i dont see the answer to all these but,
yea, maybe im not that important at all.
you dont need me.
or maybe you need,
but that is when the rest of the world doesnt need you.
someone's famous line:
'what are friends for?'
good question.
because the answer is not known.
at least not to me.
and apparently, not to you too.
dont make me make that move which will make me regret next time, probably.
but will make you regret almost immediately.
dont.
Sunday, December 03, 2006
9:54 PM
duno where guansen's looking
wanleng's post look like ms singapore universe or something lidat right :D
i love these two pictures! :D :D
you can never imagine the level of kuku-ness he can reach
this was supposed to be a super nice picture of fong and me and JANICETAYYIQIAN but ..
SOME STUPID GIRL DECIDED TO CLOSE HER EYES ZZ!
so when we were going home i called my mum and she screamed and hang up on me ): and guansen pei me take cab home while jan and leng and kiat and ber fong went staying over at fong's house.
at 10.19pm i reached home, which is like, 19minutes after the curfew time.
AND MY PHONE GOT CONFISCATED D: D: D:
but guansen's super nice la he sent me home
and went back to fong's house to stayover.
HE'S SO NICE LO.
ok guansen, you rock :D
conclusion of the day: GUANSEN ROCKS.
saturday!
woke up early in the morning and went to fong's house and saw ber&jan sleeping in the funniest position you can think of :D :D
ber was sleeping like SO STRAIGHT tucking in his hands by his side like so so staight la damn funny can.
and jan was doing this tai-chi action with her left hand curving over her head and her right hand stretching out at about 90degrees and looking like she was holding some kind of round object above her head LOL.
anyway. after they woke up we played x-box.
it's super spastic la just kick here kick there lo. wanleng said i scream for nothing even if never move also scream >.
AYE BUT GUANSEN AND BERNARD TEAM UP AGAINST ME LEH!
hmph so unkind. first time play x-box then pple pick on you how would you feel?!
i shall now declare to the world that, i, jinxiaoxi, shall boycott x-box for the rest of my life.
unless i change my mind in the future :D
then we went eat breakfast lunch at the foodcourt near fong's house.
then ber and gs went home to sleep cos at night got training.
i tell them dont sleep will have more energy they dont believe me lo. BUT REALLY LO. hao xin mei hao bao /:
so later leng also went home.
me and fong and jan went bugis to meet cal and choonyen &i got my phone :D :D
not my confiscated phone la of course it's calvin's spare phone.
ok calvin i declare you the most shuai guy when standing beside bernard in the world to express my gratitude :D :D
ok la ok la.
really thanks neh :D
so people, dont contact me at my old number for a month k(:
conclusion of the day: CALVIN ROCKS. :D
more conclusion: calvin's phone very hard to press.
ok la ok la. i know i very complainy /:
more pictures in szekiat's camera. but he obviously decided to elope with his camera so no more pictures at the moment.
until further notice (:
im in love with akon's 'i wanna love you'! >.
8:37 PM
social outing! :D :D
friday!
at 9am when we i reached, there was ONLY ME la can noone else arrived /:
later wanleng and wanling also came and we decided to go vivo and eat breakfast while waiting for the rest of those pigs.
we ate toastbox and there was this um, weird-looking guy (ok la, not really weird-looking, but he BEHAVED weird) at the counter who suddenly went "RV DE RIGHT!" when we ordered our food. and i was like totally stunned, thinking that maybe mrslook sent spies to keep an eye on her students everywhere they go lol. but then he continued and went like "wo ye shi rv de!" then i was like, "orh, ok .." LIKE A WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO SAY? rv then rv la very exciting meh -.- then he continued "you're sec three one right." and again i was like "uh, yea .." and then he turned to wanling and said, "you also sec three one arh?" so she was like, "um, no. i graduate already." so he went really excited (for i duno WHAT REASON) and went "wo shi sec two de!" and blabble blabble blabble. then the three of us (wanling me and wanleng) were abit stunned la and also dulan-ed so we quickly walked off after ordering our food.
wah. the juniors nowadays so enthu one uh. abit buitahan leh /:
anyway, so we sat at toastbox and ate.
later fong came and then we continued to eat and talk and eat and talk, and scolded szekiat on the phone :D
until we're too cold to stay indoors any longer so we went out to the playground place on the second floor. then i went crazy over goong soundtrack again :D
IT'S SO NICE CAN!
that day went out with choonyen&calvin&beiru and gang, then i listened to that song on cal's phone then couldnt stop liao :p
and kept listening and listening until he went like, "uh xiaojie, i think my phone going to no batt liao" :D :D
REALLY VERY NICE LO.
but i duno the name D:
wait. i drifted from my topic.
so i was saying, we sat outside and continued talking. then janice came, and we called szekiat and scolded him again LOL :D :D
but really lo! who would call and ask, "need to bring sleeping bag anot arh?"
zz right! so obviously we (jan me fong) screamed at him really loudly at the same time over the phone for not having a brain.
then jan complained that she's hungry for one million times, we finally decided to fulfill her wish of EATING :D went to eat burger king.
&guansen came! :D
then we went to meet kiat (lol he was wearing headphones when we saw him. i think he scared we scream again :D :D) and set off to sentosa! :D
the reason we took this is because of the one they took one year ago, which look like THIS:
LOL right! :D look like they're saying something like "good morning mrs look" :D :D and szekiat hasnt changed much la huh, while guansen turned more shuai with better hair :D and he has better hair must thank fong/me/jan/choonyen/wanling and even BERNARD for like, um, constantly nagging him lol .
anyway, that was taken when we just arrived at sentosa outside the ticket office. it was actually drizzling outside /:
but nevertheless our day at sentosa was going to begin! :D
first it was volleyball, then frisbee, then janice started pushing people into the water and tada, we all went in :D
and i wore wanleng's bikini but i've got no shencai D: plus there were FOUR mosquito bites on my tummy looking like rashes so it felt weird /:
anyway, we went into the waters and made guansen&kiat strip take out their shirts, since with their shirts in water it looked DAMN gross. can see the shape that you wont want to see :D
and guansen got SKINNY WAIST! chao gay la!
guansen, your manly image is destroyed already :D
then we carried each other in the water and water fight :D it was like so nice like we're this happy big family. (&guansen looked like the daddy lol. there was a picture of him carrying EVERYONE on his back even skiat :D or maybe he was daddy-ish cos ber wasnt there :D :D)
later choonyen came and she refused to jump into water with us cos she was having flu /:
dinner was at sakae. teriyaki ramen was nice :D
actually leng's teriyaki don looked nicer but because of mianzi i didnt tell her :p :p
and then bernard FINALLY finished patur-ing with aubrey and came to look for us :D
and immediately when he sat down he took over gs and became the daddy-looking person lol.
and then, something upsetting happened.
dowan talk about it ):
i feel so so so bad even until now ):
really really so bad D:
pictures!
ee stupid choonyen dowan take picture with me >.
duno where guansen's looking
wanleng's post look like ms singapore universe or something lidat right :D
i love these two pictures! :D :D
you can never imagine the level of kuku-ness he can reach
