& i hope you'll know that i've never given up on you too. though the future seems rather bleak & no one seems to give a damn about our Cause anymore, i hope with all my heart that you'll be able to stay& tide the storms that lay ahead the way we did before.
i guess youve never heard me say that you mean alot to me, especially in this contextbut nowits just so obvious that youve always been the support for me in Social, the one i could count on, the one who still bothered who still cared when everyone else seemed so listless& loveless for Social.
I still love my Social. very, very much. the times ahead may be tough, and the future may be uncertain and daunting, even. but everytime i think about the Social that was, the Social that i'd first stepped into, the Social that i'd loved so much ever since, i know we'll be able to make it thru. even if it means crying a million times behind closed doors, even if it means frustration and endless bantering with the irritating People Up There, i know it'll all be worth it.
anyone outside Social reading this will think i'm being ridiculous, will wonder why i'm feeling so much for a mere committee and expressing so much love for something that seems so routine, so boring, so meaningless. no one outside the Social will be able to comprehend why i'm willing to do so much for a cause that seems so meaningless, and so oppressed.
but its okay, you dont have to.
i dont wanna start reminiscing again; it'll only make me all nostalgic& tempted to explode in torrents.
but i hope that you'll know; i promise that bernard&i will do whatever it takes. and no matter what the outcome is i hope you'll know thatin our hearts,
you'll never be replaced."
that's enough really really
thank you fong thank you really really loads this meant everything to me thank you.
