i guess we must all give others a chance to forget what they want to you didnt know the importance of that but now you do i know, because you've shown me that u've grown thanks for that though it's a little late what should have come sooner should just have but yea we all cant bring back what's over now (:
suddenly i realise how blessed i am i may not be the luckiest girl on earth, but i have a family who cares for me, a bunch of super good friends who are always there for me when i turn to them, and i've got good health, studying in a pretty good school, living in a peaceful country, able to eat when im hungry, drink when im dirsty, bathe when i feel sweaty, sleep in a comfy bed when im tired, i know, it's just those cliche shit but no, it's not shit after all not at all sometimes it's nice to just be normal and i mean it
today when i was talking to someone, suddenly i feel that i've grown up a little more again it's not that he's very inspiring just that, when i listen to him, i feel that it's how i am back in a few months, or a year now that i listen to someone telling me all those trusting me it's become a whole new perspective and it's through these that we learn bah (:
if you're still feeling down, feeling that u've got no motivation, no goals ahead, move on time may not be the best medicine but it's indeed a medicine sometimes we've just got to let nature take its place beacuse u know that u cant do anything about it so you dont. you move on to other things, and then after some time, when u look back, u realise that it wasn't that bad actually maybe there's a world of misunderstanding between us im really really grateful that u've stayed through it all thanks for just being a part of my life it's over (: ohwell today's dry run was okie :D had alot of fun working with the scs though spent alot of time slacking and getting our hands full of white paint plus i was late and only slept for 3hours the previous night but it's been long since i last felt that our council is so united (: maybe it's not the end after all i guess it all depends on whether we choose to give it up if we do, then it's over and if we dont, it will never be (:
