we can talk about anything, anything except what we are most deeply ashamed of. Other emotions, even the difficult ones, can be shared with others and brought into the open, but not shame. that's part of its nature. shame is our deepest, darkest secret, its very secrecy a form of punishment
guilt and shame are intertwined. it's a common enough occurrence, but it doesn't have to be like that. the failing was betryal. everything we've done for the past years has been an attempt to atone for our cowardice
now it's biding its time hollowing us all out
dont let it
today went to emilee's house :D watched aeon flux again while explaining the storyline to those noobs :D i love explaining it lar actually cos the story's so nice! just that u cannot fall asleep while watching [listening to me explain] like what my mom did like a what can i say other that 'generation gap'? sigh
and FEARLESS is a damn darn fucking good show :DDDD ohman i cried at the end of it when he died why do the good pple always have to die? ): and i cant say i hate japanese cos there's this good japanese guy okie let's just say that i hate fat guys now
:D
save up save up! i want that bag! :D
thank you emi qimin rene kiat it's been a long time since i've laughed my heart out like that though u are a bunch of assholes lar but i love u all :D
