something gotta be wrong with me nowadays like i dont care what others think of me anymore i dont have as much passion for things as before i stop ap-ing people as often as before [this is TRUE okie. if u still find me ap-ing u it means that something is wrong with YOU. not me] i dont feel as much when something crash up like how i used to i just dunno what happened to me
&i feel sick whenever i swallow something down my throat there's this sharp pain down the darn gullet so in order to kill that sensation we need some extreme temperatures huh after a bowl of burning hot laksa and chilly icy lime in the coke here comes my dear old friend by the name of gastric pain moral of the story: laksa and coke dont mix well in ur stomach whatthehell
when the history paper came back i was in this state of shock that for a moment i didnt know what to do didnt dare to look up and see the histoy teacher's disappointed eyes i know even i cant forgive myself i dont expect you to do that then
what the fuck is wrong with me?
numb with all
the flunked papers coming back one by one
the coming promo which i know i should pass but brain is too empty to be considered prepared worse still, dont feel like studying and dont mind failing sorry debbra. i'll try. but maybe not my best
the council election the first time im feeling so numb with it seriously first time in the 3years that i feel it's okie even if im out first time i feel so burnt out of passion first time i feel that i can live without social
