here sits the anti-social who's happily [orh well, not exactly happie but] typing away knowing that she's not going to the class outing later &who's decided that she's gonna rot the world away though she knows that she's gonna be super bored later and going to rant to whoever that she grasps

ahaha

that's me yes :D

yesterday was
hmm
what can u say when the world expects so high of u?
honoured?
pressured?
what do u do when u feel like giving it all up even though u know that u can?
pick urself up again?
let it go?

what happens when u know that u're not the 'you' whom u use to be anymore?
what happens when u change till u dont even recognise urself?
what happens when u miss that laughter that u use to have around u?
what happens when u realise that when u're down, there're no longer concerned voices around?
what happens when u lost something, and then u began to realise how precious it was to u?

what happens?

okie
so im missing 2B again

cant help it

suddenly everyone seems so nice/familiar/not irritating unlike before
i guess that's what happens when u miss someone
remembering only the good and forgetting the existence of the bad

and one thing i know
and am sorry to say but
if this were to be 2B outing
i'll throw my life around and still go

will i ever feel that way for 3D?
will i?

will they?

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life as an ENFP
(extravert, intuitive, feeler, perceiver)

people of this type tend to be:

enthusiastic, talkative, and outgoing; clever, curious, and playful; deeply caring, sensitive, and gentle; highly innovative, creative, optimistic, and unique; adaptable and resourceful but sometimes disorganized
the most important thing to ENFPs is freedom to see possibilities, make connections, and be with a variety of people

is that me?

hmm