not a good way to start something new but we all have to learn that life is like that when u wanna start all over again it just wont let u
so im back for everyone else rather than myself some pple are just so interested in other pple's lives
sec three camp was fun lar camp leaders will know what i mean :D sometimes it's much more fun to be a follower than a leader jane is the best instructor in the world! :D all those guailan cheers that went around the whole camp were from her &our group is the best group ever! aubrey me xinyue eunicegoh euniceyeap sharry linyan valerie shiangmin jinhwee chenghui elise natalie ningxin joseph stephen szekiat yankang zhihao jane! :D we should have refused to part when they told us to go to our new groups
life's been in a mess eversince back from camp homework all screwed up sometimes i think what my mom says is true la if u cant even manage ur own studies what else can u handle? forget about all those responsibilities and commitments &just buck up first
problem is i cant
getting scolded by teachers is definately not a nice feeling it never feels good to disappoint anyone even if that person doesnt make a significance in ur life or even if u say 'fuck la i cant be bothered okie' which sometimes i do it doesnt mean im not affected
that is the reason why i dont want anymore responsibilities it's not because i think i cant do it i just dont want want to give up now on all those that i can &hang on to those that i cant
i just want to organise my life such that it's not like this when have i become this messy?
i just wanna get a high fever now and leave all these rubbish behind maybe u reali do think better when ur brain is hot up there how should i make that happen?
